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Not Without a Fight

When the dam broke and I was forced to come to terms with the state of my mental health, it caused me to start reevaluating things. One of the positive outcomes was that I gained a backbone. I have always had a smart mouth, but I gained the spine to go with it. Tkout and Dipper assure me that the sparkly Care Bear is still there, I haven't lost that, and I can outdo Mary Poppins herself on most days. What I don't do so easily anymore is back into a corner. Nowadays I'm more inclined to stand up for myself. It feels good.

While I was going through my struggles I found I wanted to push people away. Everyone. Almost constantly. I was angry with the people who didn't (or couldn't) understand what I was going through and as a result stepped back from me. I felt they abandoned me. The ones who held on but didn't seem to know how to help? I was angry with them too. The ones that tried to tell me I wasn't as bad off as I knew I was? I didn't want to explain it …

An Impressive Offering

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Back in 2014 I had the pleasure of reviewing These Old Talesby Kenneth W. Cain. It was an anthology of his dark fiction. I still remember the tale of the man whose life is too good to be true, until he finds himself in a Chinese buffet run by a very shady proprietor. Every time I see shrimp at the grocery or on a menu, I hear "irucky shrimp!" in my head and I shudder. Suffice to say, Cain's stories have a way of staying with you long after you've read them.

Which brings me to the subject of my current review. When I heard that Cain was publishing another anthology I couldn't wait to purchase it. Previously I had read his works on my Kindle, but this time I was bound and determined to get myself a copy I could hold in my hand. I ordered Embers: A Collection of Dark Fictionoff Amazon as soon as I was able. When it arrived I held it as close to my face as I could in order to see the intricate detail of the cover. Laugh all you want - it's true. The cover, like …

Not Your Average Monster {Anthology}

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One of the things I love most about being a reviewer is that I get to talk to so many different people all over the country - and even people outside the country. I was talking with author Pete Kahle recently and he told me that he had started a publishing house called Bloodshot Books. I told him that if he needed any reviews, to let me know. He passed along a Kindle copy of Not Your Average Monster! A Bestiary of Horrors, along with some of the other titles. Along with the book came a warning about his story, which is featured last in the anthology. He told me that it was a gross-out. I don't really think that was an adequate description! (To my absolute horror, I found myself attempting to eat while reading it, because I didn't want to put the anthology down. Without giving too many spoilers, I'm really struggling with the thought of eating rice any time in the next month or so!)

{Before I go into the review proper, I want to make sure that my readers are aware if they …